Lets talk about the moments in life! ==>Heart Scan on Friday!

"Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away."





Suddeen thoughts on moments came up and i ponder upon:" what are the moments that are truely important in our life?" "Moments which we truely remember fondly or even with pain?"





-Do I remember my PSLE results?... Nay


- Do I remember my exact grades for my O levels? ...ummm, Nay


- Do I remember my CAP score for my first 3 semester, for instance, in NUS?..lol.. sorry but Nay


- Do i remember how much was my first speaking fee?...well...Nay too

However,

*Do i remember the moment when i finished my PSLE and went out for A&W( yes, they were still around in my era!) with my friends?... Yea, with chong hwee and jieqi!!


* Do i remember the many moments of sweat and glory during my NCC days in Anglican High?where we ran, trained, shoot M16 rifles and shouted in camps?... hell yes!


* Do i remember the moment when i decide that i have a choice to make in my own life, and finally broke out of the inferior, self-pity state i was in after 5 years?... yes i do~


* Do i remember the moments when a mum came up to me with tears thanking me after my talk, as well as the teenage boy who just held my hand firmly, followed with a hug? ( he didnt say nothing.. he doesnt have to anyway)... yes i remember these precious moments!





Yeap! I recall all those moments! i guess some would probably think im not practical or just having the 阿Q精神..


Well, if thats what makes me; ME.. then yea i guess im an impractical person then.. LOL..but Javier's Javier...ya know..

Well,
Im going for my cardio follow up this friday, with a scheduled heart scan .


^Am i worried?.. yes i am.


^ Am i worried to the point that im not doing anything untill the results are out?.. of course not!


^ Am i going to be fine?... I aint sure but i think so...


^ Am i goona choose to believe that im going to be fine?... yes i am!

Why?

Because it just makes me happier this way! To Believe that my happy grateful self, together with my uplifted spirits are going to make my heart stronger,

both physically and metaphorically!!

")
Javier.